Wednesday, February 11, 2009

France can never be a place for me

I love French for so many reasons but I can not understand why this language can not love me. Foreign Language was really my favorite course for these past years but I never know why. I love Spanish, a little of Japanese and a lot of French. I have always instilled in my mind that someday I will learn how to speak it and I will love the language more than I had loved any other.

I am just a simple dreamer and a traveler in my own dreams. I have always wished that I can go to France and experience the life of fashion, history and culture but I HAVE FAILED. These dreams of mine can never become true. I can never go to FRANCE or any where I desire to go.

FRANCE will always be a dream and a fantasy for me. I HAVE FAILED MYSELF and I HAVE DESTROYED my dream. I have no FUTURE in this program that I chose and now I am losing my hope to fulfil my dreams.

Learning that language is FUN and exciting but somehow it made me realize that this language is NOT FOR ME, but not ONLY THE LANGUAGE but ALSO COUNTRY.

Now... Frustration comes and I am concluding to this, "I can never speak the language as well as I can never step my foot on the glamourous country of FRANCE" :'(