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eh bakit gusto mo c bruno mars?

ang galing niya kasi e :) kaka-inlove yung mga songs niya, nakaka relate. did you watch his concert in mnl?

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What's better, getting caught stealing, or getting caught taking a dump in public?

neither of the two :)))

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Na-aappreciate mo ba ang bagong formspring?

sakto lang. madalang lang kasi ako mag formspring e :) ikaw?

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How are you today ??

i'm good :) how about you?

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never thought that i could love

The title says it all, "never thought that i could love". Sometimes, things just turn upside down. We can never know when is the right time for the right feeling for love. We may be happy at first but as time goes by, feelings might fade away without even noticing it.

For the past months, i've been in this really topsy-turvy situation in which i can not completely explain. Oh yes, i am in love with this wonderful person whom i really cherish. He was the best person that I've ever met in my college life. He always makes me happy at the same time he makes me feel sad.

I had consider him as one of my favorite persons. We made fun moments together and even share unforgettable experiences. He was the BEST and my HAPPINESS, and he knew it. I can't even believe it. We we're ones friends turned lovers then again friends and now lovers.

I never thought that i will fall for this person. I was once irritated to him but this life is really crazy cause there is this one instance that made me feel that he will always be here for me. For that day on, I started to love him more than the feeling I had for him before.

I now believe in the saying, love is sweeter the second time around. But not all second chances are happy and exciting. Sometimes, the ugly truth comes in the situation. I can not explain this wicked feeling of hate whenever I hear this unexpected and shocking truth. At first, I really cry whenever I remember everything he said, but as time goes by, I feel nothing, I feel numb and I even get used to it.

I LOVE HIM and that's it. Whether we are in a bad or in a good situation, I'll always love him. There may be BUTs and NOs that will arise but one thing is for sure, I've given him so much love that I can't even think of leaving him. Time can only tell whether we are going to last or to fall apart. BUT for now, I'll just enjoy the feeling of love whenever I am with him. **

France can never be a place for me

I love French for so many reasons but I can not understand why this language can not love me. Foreign Language was really my favorite course for these past years but I never know why. I love Spanish, a little of Japanese and a lot of French. I have always instilled in my mind that someday I will learn how to speak it and I will love the language more than I had loved any other.

I am just a simple dreamer and a traveler in my own dreams. I have always wished that I can go to France and experience the life of fashion, history and culture but I HAVE FAILED. These dreams of mine can never become true. I can never go to FRANCE or any where I desire to go.

FRANCE will always be a dream and a fantasy for me. I HAVE FAILED MYSELF and I HAVE DESTROYED my dream. I have no FUTURE in this program that I chose and now I am losing my hope to fulfil my dreams.

Learning that language is FUN and exciting but somehow it made me realize that this language is NOT FOR ME, but not ONLY THE LANGUAGE but ALSO COUNTRY.

Now... Frustration comes and I am concluding to this, "I can never speak the language as well as I can never step my foot on the glamourous country of FRANCE" :'(

Isn't he HOT???

Isn't he HOT???



Oh my!! he is really HOT!! His looks, his eyes, his voice!! Everything about HIM is HOT!! ADAM LEVINE, i really like YOU :) Oh well, too much of him... :) I can't get over of the song that I've watched a couple of minutes ago in MTv, "Won't go home without you" Time really passes so fast that it was just March of last year when my father and I watched Maroon 5-Live in Manila. The concert was great and he was really awesome!! I really like the part when the band played, "Makes me Wonder" as their opening song. Everybody was screaming and singing to their tune. Oh, how I wish I could meet him in person and ask him some questions :) If Maroon 5 would be coming back in the Philippines, I would surely plead my parents to buy me good tickets for their concert.

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Here are some of the Last Year's Maroon 5 concert pix in Manila

"we said let go, but i keep on hanging on"

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"we said let go, but i keep on hanging on"

aww, that was the saddest part of the song in which I got a last song syndrome.

Mariah is really back and I love her songs "Bye Bye" and now, "I stay in love with you". I can't believe that I got addicted to it when I first saw its music video and I never stop playing the song for several times in my music player. The video was really cool and classic 'cause Mariah's outfit really matches her role as a Vegas girl. I really admire her at that video 'cause she really looks classic and her emotions were so true (oh please!! she is really good).

**Even without the video itself, I still fell in love with the song.

It seems like I really got into the song. I even forgot my 2008 favorite song from Lady Gaga, Poker Face and Lene Martin's 2000 song hit, Sitting down here.

Oh well, she really puts her full emotions in the song and I really can feel it. This song really rocks and I can even relate to it. :( She is really one of kind and I love her style. :)

**Good for you, Mariah!! I really like your style :)

Click on the link below to watch the video of I stay in love

I stay in love VIDEO

Friendship Message -- A year end message for all of you

2008 is almost over. It has been a fruitful, unforgettable and a remarkable year for me. I met a lot of people, bond with old faces and see the differences of life in different perspective. We know that it has brought us a lot of good and bad things that helped us to know more on life's journey.

In this year, I also learned to love, and be loved by others. Unexpected things really happened into real life. Cinderella and all other fairytales really do come true. However, just like what every story of each fairytale tells us, villains are everywhere. Its not always a happy ending or a happy ever after for all of us; however, one thing's for sure, the best part of the story is yet to come.

Some of us find love in 2008, and some just lose the feeling of being in love. Some of us changed for good and some changed in another way. Opportunities were offered to us, some grabbed it but others just let it pass away. 2008 has taught me a valuable lesson, a lesson of being yourself, doing what you want, and the enjoying every single moment with your friends.

I have never been this close with my former classmates back when I was still in highschool or way back in elementary. I learned to share the real me with them. I learned to be a member who does his job in the group and be a leader who is responsible for making things possible.

My friends in Engineering made my 2008 more colorful. I met new faces that had became a part of my 2008 life. Through them, I learned new things and changed my idea of a guy's ideal partner. Guys you know how much I love you. We had laughs and precious moments in which I will never forget. You thought me a valuable lesson in love, "you can love two persons at the same time but never have them both"

**To Robert, Edward, Oswald, Norman, Jet, and Carlo - You are the best. I really appreciate eveything you did for me. Bert and Norman, thank you for waiting for me every after PE (last 1st Sem), My Pare, Thank you for your understanding, to Oswald, Thank you, Norman, Thank you for the cool conversation on YM, Jet, Thank you for your patience, friendship and time. I know you had sacrificed your time for me. To Carlo, I'm so glad that I met a new person.

**To my t3 family, Love you guys. You made my year more special. You gave your trust and understanding. Hope that we can all make it through until 2011.

**To you, who made my year more memorable, I never expected this much. I never thought that we'll be getting into this crazy and scrambled situation. Je t'aime :) You know that you can trust me and I will always try to keep in touch with you. Thank you for your time and hope that I will see you soon. I miss you so much

**To my best guys in the world, Edward and Khel, I love you guys. I love you best friends. Thanks for your advise and unending support. Hope that you can have a fruitful 2009 and hope that we can still be friends 'til the end. :)

**My parents, thank you for the material things and unending love. I know I have been this good girl gone bad, but again I want to say thank you.

**To my long lost friends, wherever you are :), I'm just a pm away in FS, multiply, myyearbook, and all that. Name it! I'll keep in touch with you. I miss you. Hope to see you all soon :)

--To the reader of this blog entry, Hope that you will have a fruitful 2009. Hope that you will never forget everything that you have done in 2008. Remember, no matter how hard you try to forget about yesterday, there will always come a time in which you must go back to those memories. Cherish every moment, Love all the people you have right now, Learn to appreciate what you have, and Never use others for the sake of your own desires and plans. HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

My year end gifts :)

My year end gifts :)

Its been months since I asked for a simple sms from one of my closest friends in the other half of the world. I've waited months and months for it, until one unexpected day, I received it and I don't know what to do. I just let the moment pass me by and test if he really was the one who sent me a message.

Days after, he talked to my bestfriend and told him that he needs to talk to me for some reason. At first, I was really excited to have some conversation with him after one month, but unfortunately it was a bad news. Its kind of shallow thing but it really hurts me a lot. :( It even made me cry to know that he entered into a new relationship. I guess I was really was the one who is at fault because I was the one who let the relationship end. I somehow regret it but as time passes by, it only made me think and realize how to fight such love struggles in life.

I still keep in touch with him until now. My best friend was the bridge between that guy and me. We are not together as of the moment but the status between us is, complicated. We still chat with each other and we even waited for each other in messenger.

What more surprises me is when he called me in a pc-pc conversation on Christmas Eve. It was really unexpected of him, because he is the kind of guy who used to have things planned. I was really happy to receive that kind of gift from him. The present does not end there. Recently, he called me, using our "a phone card" just to check on me. It was really nice of him and so sweet of him to know that he still keeps in touch of me. He also told me that he still cares for me whatever happens. I like him so much and I still believe in first--last love. I know its kind of weird and old fashioned of me but its really the truth. I can't hide the real feelings inside me.

**Wish me GOD BLESS and I am wishing you a fruitful new year :) xoxo - charm

Internet Diary :)

** Who says you can't cast your votes, show your criticisims against other people's works, praise such marvelous ideas or even try to give some insights/thoughts about a certain topic?

• Blog - inexsistent in a pocket dictionary in some old ages but well known to young generations of today and even other generations.

Past is past, just like what other people say about diary, but what more excites a person to write in his diary is the unexplainable, unforgettable and unremarkable experiences that he used to feel on a certain day. I, myself is not a big fan of "diary". I used to think that it is lame, boring and useless, because it is only YOU who can read it for several times. Sorry for such descriptions used for big fanactics of diary making. It is only when I reach high school and realize that it is important for me to have one. Of course, I did'nt do it as the usual/common diary that we used to know. It is some kind of story-diary that I adapted from one of my favorite books, Daddy-Long-Legs.

Remember the way Ms. Webster used in order for her to make a good book like Daddy-Long-Legs. She used diary making to portray Judie Abbott's character. It was really cool and that is the reason why I adapted that kind of style (only for that story which unfortunately was deleted when the desktop is formatted :( )

Anyways, too much of the diary introduction. Techonlogy here, technology there. You can find lots and lots of technology everywhere. It makes our lives instant, with just one click, press or even preparation, "voila!", everything's done. Even our communication with our loved ones or relatives on the other half of the globe, makes it instant through the use of internet, email and chat - preferrably.

Speaking of internet, the trend right now is blog, or internet diary-- like the ones that offers great service and freebies. I have joined many social organizations in the internet and have two blogsites, and one of which is here. It's been months since I joined this site because I was really bored at that time and bumming life is killing me! Fortunately, one of my high school friends told me about it and I got interested in joining and becoming a member of it. I'm a lazy blogger, I admit it! :( because the only site that I used to have a lot of pictures, blogs and other stuff was from sn0bgirl.

It made me easy to create blog items, post pictures and give comments to my friends because I used our very own vernacular, which is Filipino. It made me come to think that Multiply is just a site in which I can share my pictures and blog items ONLY to my FRIENDS here in the Philippines and not with other people.

It is now time to change. It is now time to adapt new things. Learning is a process in which we need to experience something new in order for us to know what is right/wrong within ourselves and our society.

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